Saturday, September 5, 2009
i was so wrong bout leisure lar.. no outings, no make up shopping. bot 1 jeans, clubbed on last sat.. best of all, NO donuts. sob:(
i ve not been feeling too good. yeah, am noisy as usual. its inborn i guess. but i jus feel lost. sumtyms i jus tink effort n tries are not appreciated. n wen i cant take it anymore n make noise..im perceived to be complainin. mad wat..i complain for no reasons wat! wth..y wud i rant so much if i dun make any sense. theory is, u jus din get my point or u jus refuse to understand. but i ll still get blamed. god damn. im gonna try, sincerely try, to jus keep to myself. maybe tat ll make ppl realise e diff..
its sat again. i wonder wats in store fer me today.. have got no plans n i dun feel one bit happy. maybe i am complainin. i shud stop. really. dun let anything get to my head. system shud jus shut down. switch off!
:)
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